so.. has there ever been a part of your life where the past seems to be way better than the present.. and you are constantly looking back and comparing everything.. well folks that is my life right now.
No better way to describe it than Stuck in the past. I know I will get lost and swept aside if I don't let go and move on from my everyday life of the 10 months I spent in Europe and the amazing journey that I was able to take.. where as here I am a loner in my old world. Yes I have friends and yes they want to hang out.. and I try.. but I just don't fit. Which leads me to sitting in my room and starring at the computer.... waiting for professors to place hw on our D2L.... Wow what has my life come to..
I can officially say I am not that typical College student.. Don't get me wrong I love having class canceled as much as the next.. but I need to have something to do.. What does my day normally consist of:
1- waking up eating breakfast
2- checking mail and facebook - yes there is an addiction there - it almost comes with the title student
3- work or class depending on which comes first
4- Work out
5- dinner
6- Hw....
7- sometimes basketball.. otherwise.. more hw and then watching tv.. and prolly more facebook
8- oh yea skype
sooo..... without hw.. its pretty open day and I get well bored.. yes I do have a job... so I dont always sit on my butt
I guess this problem of mine of looking at the past and comparing it to the future has to stop.. because no two seconds area exactly the same.. so therefore there is no way that two years can be the same... The people can be the same.. but the interactions and experiences they will ALWAYS change it is INEVITABLE>>>
Well heres to Inevitablity...:)
Time to stop feeling sorry for myself.. - granted it won't happen over night.. but I just gotta realize what i can and can't do and right now.. the only thing to do is to Know that the past is the past - as great as it is and the present/future.. are yet to come and I can make the best of them :D
Bring it on!
<3 Ris
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